so tonight, I'm feeling a little out of touch and in despair, I miss Theresa, and I feel like I have no friends and my boyfriend has ditched me. ok so maybe I am overexagerrating a little, I sound a little too pathetic...but that is how I feel. I have called every single one of my friends in my phone book in the lincoln area, all I assume are working or now suddenly hate me. Except for theresa she called me five times tonight just to cheer me up...but I wish she was here with me.
I have also decided that maybe I have become too open with this whole blog thing, it sounds like my journal today, but I figure I think I know all five of you who regularly read it and hopefully you all know I am not a self-pitying mess...or at least I hope I am not.
-lissa
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- Elissa Yost
- I am 23 and in the midst of a lot of change going on in my life. I just got married on June 23 of last summer and I am looking for jobs after I graduate. I am excited for what will come next!
2 comments:
It makes sense that you feel alone. And it much as I would like to say that friends alieviate loneliness it seems that they more come beside you in your loneliness. Sometimes it is hard to feel when you are always around people, always doing things. This is both when you are required to be busy and when you wish you were required to be busy. What really gives us space to feel? Also, when we do feel, what do we do when we don't feel free and fought for?... When we feel alone and used and washed up?
So recently discovered, through a round about way, some people who had a blog book club. Now, how fun would that be?!?! Wanna start one with me? like a book a week or something and each person picking a book?
p.s. and in response, i'll probably apply to somewhere between 12 and 14. and it turns out that everyone who's anyone has gotten themselves a LAW SCHOOL ADMISSIONS CONSULTANT!!!! for like 100 bucks an hour! i swear, going to the rich snobby schools does shit for my sense of self-worth!
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